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[22 Aug 2007|10:06pm] |
So here's the new 411 on Katedawg!
I'm having a baby girl in 2 and a half weeks! But I've been keeping so busy my tummy dropped and it'll come sooner.
I'm all ready and have everything, and the waiting is killing me!
Other than that, we found out a few weeks ago that my mother has breast cancer. She will be going for surgery,
but luckily the lump is REALLY small and its really early on, so the doctors aren't really worried. So that makes us
feel a little better. My family has been spending alot more time together and my mother had a month off of work for holidays so I've been spending my time with her redecorating our living room. Many trips to the states, and lots of shopping. The baby is keeping her really excited and in good moods which is good, because when we first found out she was crying everyday. But things seem to be going okay now.
Anyways thats my happy and sad news.
I miss work already! Ahhh....
But at least I'll have a job waiting for me next year, even when I attend university.
The husband is in school again taking physcology, he'll be going back in a couple weeks:(
I'll be so lonely during the days.
I'll be needing lots of visitors.
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[17 Jun 2007|10:36pm] |
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This past weekend I've been soooo emtional and crazy.
My beautiful mother decided to throw a party for me to kind of celebrate and congradulate
everything I've been threw and done this past year. Graduating, worked hard and constantly,
made a ton of money, and now expecting a baby soon.
She rented a tent, my father threw home, my brothers were here, and all my aunts & uncles were here,
and friends of the family's and my boyfriends.
I got so many cards, gifts, money, baby gifts.
Community members for the reserve I am from came, and I got an award from overall best academics
from my school and more money from it. It was really really nice what my family did, and I appreciate
everything my mom did too put it together because she was really busy and worked hard for it.
I had a good day today. I bought some really nice steaks for fathers day and we had a nice big supper.
I love my dad so much, I'm so lucky to have him in my life.
But after all of this celebrating I got really emitonal when I thought about one of my good friends here.
I was there when she found out her mom had cancer and only had a few months left to live. It was shock,
and really hard. And after she past away her father moved on with another women very fast and she didn't really have anyone except her boyfriend and his family, which is my new family as well because her and I are both dating brothers.
Anyways, it was really hard seeing her at the graduation because I know she started off the year excited with her mother about it being her last year of school, and then having this weekend spent celebrating without her mother who she was really close with. I keep imagining myself in her shoes and it always makes me cry because I don't know what I'd do without my mother. She's my best friend, and she is always in and out of the hospital because she is diabetic and I know she won't be around forever and its hard to imagine living without her because I'm with her everyday. Anyways, I had a really hard time today crying and feeling sorry for her and other people who don't have fathers and mothers to be there for them. And I'm really grateful that I have so many amazing people in my life and from now on I swear I will never disrespect my parents and family again.
Blah I need to rest my baby is kicking sooo much...
and I have to wake up early to go to winnipeg and take kids out to the ex tomorrow
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[06 Jun 2007|02:45pm] |
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So this past year has been amazing.
I finished school, got my license, got a really really good job working with Anishinabe Child and Family Services.
I work as a support worker with two different kids that are in care. I am the reacreation worker, and the youth rep for the head office.
I am busy busy busy and I will be until my baby comes in August!!!
I haven't decided if I want to go on maternity leave or continue working from home for awhile. I love my job so much, we'll see how it goes. I'm so happy with my life. I bought a new G6 which is a pretty sweet car. Other than not being able to hang out with Jen, Ashley, Josh, and Cam because I work too much my life is going pretty damn amazingly.
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Guess who scored a job with West Jet?!
Word.
And on another note...If it wasn't for Jen, Josh, Kandyce, Shea, & Corey, I probably would
kill myself.
And hope you had a happy birthday ashley!
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[07 Feb 2007|09:35pm] |
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I haven't been on the computer in so long. Just these past couple of days, its weird but very boring.
I've been home alot recently because my mother is very very very sick in the hospital.
No idea whats wrong. She's been in there for a few weeks actually.
I haven't been doing awhole lot except spending time with her.
I'm taking a break from working. I work with Child and Family Services now.
I also got into a car accident a couple of weeks ago and now that its being written off
So I get to go car shopping on saturday. I'm looking into getting a G6. I'm excited!
I really need something to cheer me up big time.
Edmonton is coming soooon...
And I'm taking Saulteaux classes, learning my momma's language.
Life is sucking lately.
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It's almost Christmas time!
I'm almost done all of my shopping.
I'm actually really excited for Christmas this year.
I've already been to two Christmas parties and I have another one next week.
But until then, I have the worst cold ever and I will spent my days in bed watching the first season of Laguna Beach and missing my friends.
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I haven't been on in so long.
I finally got my laptop fixed.
And I think I'm gonna try and make more internet time. I feel like I've lost in touch with so many people. I never ever go to Winnipeg anymore. And when I do its just for the day. I don't even mind it actually.
I applied for University as well. AND! I got a car. Yay. Its so cute too. I've changed so much in the past couple of months, and I feel like I'm actually doing stuff with my life now. Except I'm in dept. BLAH! I'm not gonna stress over it though, because I'm focusing on school. I'm going back to work in January. Pay off my dept, & then moving home.
Other than that, Junior moved in. It's working out pretty good. My mother and brother like it, we all get along very well and he does alot for my mother and brother Doug. He's just like my dad, can fix anything or build anything. I don't know, I'm pretty happy with everything.
Blah! I miss ashley, joel, jen. and christie ALOT
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[03 Oct 2006|07:42am] |
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So wow, I haven't been on here in awhile.
I enjoy reading Sara's posts. She's so lucky.
And Christie's makes me sad, and miss her.
So computer at school, and my laptop have been being assholes to me lately.
But I've been SO busy other than school. I might be getting a job, I really need one.
I've been at Juniors house until 4 am everynight, and waking up at 7 for school.
Then all day I am busy, it is tiring but I am so happy.
Tomorrow is my bestfriend and the best brother is the worlds birthday.
And I won't be with him to celebrate it, because I'll be here.
I will be here all weekend, because my momma and bro's are going to the states
to go shopping.
I will be keeping the house, and watching movies with Junior ALL weekend.
Maybe I'll be crazy like last friday and go to the bar out here.
I had so much fun, we sang kareoke, and danced until closed.
When Junior and I walked home we pretty much fell in EVERY puddle on the way. haha
Thanks to his amazing sisters, and buying me drinks all night I ended up staying in on saturday.
Other than that nothing else is new, other than my EARLY birthday present from Junior which was an IPOD.
I miss ashley so much, and christie. UGH.
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So its friday night. And I just got home from driving Dwain home. We watched Stay Alive tonight. What a stupid movie, so disappointed.
I'm sooo awake now cause I'm excited...I have nothing better to do than watch Laguna Beach Season 2 again, and help drunk josh find a party in EK...haha
I know soooooooooo many people that went to the Rum Jungle tonight. I WISH I went to Winnipeg now. UGH. But instead I decided to spend some time with my family, and Dwain and the boys.
I'm not looking forward to tomorrow though. My friends all work until 11...I don't know what I'm going to do. I think I might go to the Island again, and fish.
I'm really happy with how I'm getting settled in living out here. I'm meeting SOOOO many new people. It's weird because I'm the "new girl" in town...haha so basically everyone knows who I am...and I don't know people yet. Except my friends that is...
Anyways, more Laguna Beach.
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So I got woken up by my phone non stop ringing. I was super grumpy because I was out late with people from school.
So I was SO mad when people kept calling at 7 am.....but I found out it was because my aunt died.
Its sad, but I didn't really know her very well.
I basically didn't go to school, and stayed home and watched Laguna Beach season 2 with Dwain.
So I have funerals, meetings, hang outs, sleeping in 4000 dollar beds, etc...plans.
So I'm leaving early to winnipeg on Thursday.
I also made a new LJ....and it will be different than this one.
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[17 Sep 2006|12:37pm] |
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The past week has been shitty.
I didn't even have an exciting weekend. And this weekend was suppose to be amazing.
Thanks for making me feel amazing/ and totally shitty.
I know that if I lived in Winnipeg, it wouldn't be like this. And I know I could have what I want.
But I have to stick it out until November 4th. UGH. Its gonna be the longest month and abit...
Exactly one month until TSE will be here again. I've been non stop listening to their new songs.
I'M SO EXCITED for their cd to come out, and to see the full video.
http://www.countyourselfin.net/
GO THERE TO VIEW THEIR VIDEO!!!
I got a messege from Sandy. I miss them so much. CAN'T wait for a month. seriously.
But back to my problems. I HAVE PROBLEMS. I get obsessed and creepy. I need to stop.
I asked Kayla to come talk to me..I need to talk. She's good advice giver.
I can't talk to ashley because she's just as screwed up as I am!! ahaha actually I could talk to her.
anyways I need lovin'....
and to stop over reacting. I'm crazy.
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I'm still really upset about the whole accident situation.
I'm sad to lose a friend. I know I haven't seen him in along time, but he was definitely someone you could run into and seem like you guys were good friends yesterday.
I feel horrible about Corey, he's so young. Doesn't deserve jail, or charges.
Funeral is saturday, I don't know if I'm going yet.
But tomorrow I'm having dinner with some sexy bitches. Stoked on that. It should cheer me up a little bit.
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Some pipes busted at school so there is no school for a few days, so I came to winnipeg this weekend.
Went to the hospital to visit some people.
My fucking brother was on my laptop and now my buttons are all fucked up. ARRRGHHH!!@@
Anyways a friend from school died in a car accident. Another friend is getting charged with manslaughter with drunk driving.
Shit is fucked. I'm so happy Kayla didn't get hurt, she was in the car as well. I love that girl.
Anyways I just feel so horrible about the whole situation. I was pretty sad all evening.
Ughhh....I hope my next couple of days will be better.
Tomorrow I plan on buying new sunglasses, meeting up with dpg for abit, then having lunch with my parents, and then going to seans to watch movies, and meet his dad thats in town. Thats if I stay in Winnipeg.
I should probably get some sleep because I have to wake up early.
Girls night this weekend sounds like alot of fun. So does coyotes. Soes playing with puppies and movies.
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So a few years ago I met this guy. He worked with Jen, kind of stalked her. Was totally creepy. Then he creeped on me. Asked to hang out like 5 times a day. Then Ashley dated him GROSS. haha
Anyways I stopped talking to them because he was a fucking loser. We got into a fight, and he called me a bitch. She & I stopped talking.
They broke up awhile later, and now her and I are friends again. But One time we went shopping and he bought a sweater for me on boxing day, and I owed him some money for it. Totally was cool with it, but then he called me a bitch when we got into this fight..and he started talking shit.
So I was telling my Oi friends from St.James about it. Haha and they basically went to his show and beat the SHIT out of him. Like bad...hahaha...It was pretty hilarious. I didn't even ask them too, I guess I just had really sweet friends.
Anyways, to this day, he still asks for that money. And if he wasn't sucha a douchebag to me I'd totally give it to him. But he's is, and I won't.
So he posted my myspace profile on his...telling his friends to harass me.
So yeah...he's stupid, and not gonna get his money back...and his creepy long haired, make up faced, freaky metalhead boyfriends can continue messeging me. And next time I see him at a show and I'm with my brother and steve and kyle...he will pretty much die.
I saw him on saturday and told my bro about how I owe him money but I won't pay him cause he's a fag. So my brother said if he wants to say something to me, and can say it to my brothers face. hahahah my brother is so funny but the funny thing is my brother would KILL him. hahaha so entertaining.
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[09 Sep 2006|11:52am] |
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So yesterday I got into winnipeg. Saw the love of my life Ashley. We got wine and pizza.
I then got kidnapped for abit and was taken on a LONG walk around St.Vital park.
Then Ash, Jen and I went to Rum Jungle. Ran into an ex boyfriend of mine, and he was also close with Ashley amd Jen back in Lorette.
Ashley thought he was so hot, and wanted to jump his bones basically. I told her it was corey, NOPE, the girls wouldn't believe me.
TURNS OUT....I WAS RIGHT! It was Corey, and he didn't even say hi to us, until I went and got mad at him for being RUDE.
He basically almost punched me & Ash because we stole his cell phone as a joke, and it turns out he's a drug dealer and REALLY needed it! HAHA what a loser. I'm not surprised either. It's too bad because I remember when I was going to high school in Lorette I really really liked him. He would come to school to visit me and it was cute, and we were both really shy. He wanted me to help him get away from his bad habits and next thing you know it...he was calling me from JAIL? beat up an old man and robbed his store. Never talked to him again, until last night that is.
Oh well. Anyways, I went to Chris' house after the bar. Had a little bonfire, there is this unspoken rule...that basically when we show up to see that group of people and they have there little 16 year old girls there that are on coke. They HAVE to leave, or else they will get bitch slapped! Hahahaha its so funny. The guys don't mind, they think its funny so its all good. I'm so happy Chris and Bev are getting married. He's pretty happy too...we all are! We had really great talks last night about how close we all our, even though we don't hang out all the time. But all of us have a really good relationship with each other. Good friends, and good times. I love him. Imma go snuggle in bed with Ashley now.
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[04 Sep 2006|08:38pm] |
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My weekend was okay.
Friday - I went out with Kayla, Jen, Jonathan and Christie. Stopped by the limelite. Saw alot of good people.
Saturday - Went with Jonathan to get his hair done, then Ashley came home. So later that evening, we planned to meet up with Sean and his hot surfer friend at TYC. It was alot of fun. My cousin LeeAnne was there. She's so hot its unbelievable. I basically got sooo loaded, and made everyone laugh at me because I yelled at everyone in my sight. We dropped off Jen and Jon, and picked up Josh. And went to Ashley's friends and had a hot tub party. I basically got even more drunk, and sat in a hot tub until the sun came up. Hahaha.
Sunday - Went to Joels. Chris & Wade were over. So we went for pizza, and beer, and great music. I'm so happy for Chris. He asked Bev to marry him! They planned to when they are finished school, which is 2009. Thats gonna be a fuuuun fun fun, wedding. Hahaha.
My brother got super sick. He was in the hospital, and he couldn't speak or eat. It was bad, he's out of the hospital now, and back at home.
He'll be okay. I was sad today, so he, the sick one...brought me ice cream to cheer me up. Couldn't speak but just smiled. It was cute. I love him, he made my day.
So I'm back at my moms. Sad, because I have to work & start school. Not looking forward to either. I really wish I was in Winnipeg. Shit sucks. UGH. I need to start looking forward to starting a good educated life, and not focus on the bad. Talking to Josh made me realize how much I have. He is so positive and just works with what he's good and tries to make the best of things. I made me wanna do the same. So I'm going to try make the best of me. I'm really emotional lately. I hate it. UGH.
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Friday was so much fun/so weird.
We went to Rum Jungle. Saw a TON of Lorette people. Got so loaded and spent too much money at the bar, and partied so hard with basically the whole Lorette hockey team. It was very weird, but so much fun. Those guys are so much more fun than I thought they were.
We ended up hanging out after the bar, and not being able to find anywhere that was open where we could buy more booze, so we packed up the car. Drove to Lorette and stole a crap load of booze from Dereks fridge. And we went to my house and partied.
Saturday I wanted to take it easy because I was so hung over. I ended up going to coyotes, and got BITCH SLAPPED BY A DUDE. Some dude was hitting on me, then out of no where decided to hit me cause I said he was in my bubble. Hahaha, it hurt. And sucked...because these america guys behind us were like "OH MY GOD, THAT GUY HIT THAT GIRL" and everyone looked shocked and were starring at me. Other than of course my lovely bitches who were laughing their heads off at me. ARGH. It sucked. Hahaha anyways, I got to cut in line and it didn't even matter because out of that I got hit by a dude, and throw around by dudes that were standing next to me who got into a HUGE fight. It sucked. The bar wasn't fun so we went home.
It was an alright weekend.
I'm at my momma's. Today was my first day back from Holidays, but we don't even gets kids in. Not until Monday, so we are cleaning and fixing up the place abit. I basically get paid to sit around and chat with some old women. Oh I love my job. But I miss my kids....And two of them won't be coming back becuase they were in fosters homes, and are going back with their parents so won't be in daycare anymore. I'm so sad, I miss them so much already. I hate getting attached to kids at daycare, and then they leave.
Tomorrow I'm taking a food handlers course, and wednesday I'm leaving to Winnipeg to see Sean Paul, and will be there for the rest of the weekend. I get paid for this whole week and I didn't even do anything. YES.
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I always get random people come up to me and ask me if I'm asian. Its kind of funny.
I have no asian in me at all, but apparently my cousin Melissa who is Japanese and I look like sisters.
I just brought it up because I've been asked more than 5 times this week.
Im SO lazy. and angry.
My brother isn't very smart. Lost the key to the car, its a new car. No one got a spare key. So we are keyless to our car.
Suppose to pick my dad up tomorrow from the airport. Not gonna happen. He'll have to walk home I guess?
We can get the locks changed until Monday. Now I'm carless too. UGH. That means Im stuck in Grande Pointe! Wooo...
Thank goodness Darren is bringing me to the cabin tomorrow. So I wont be stuck at home.
We are gonna have a bonfire, walk on the beach, swim, have dinner, and get crunk!
He took me to Confusion Corner Bar& Grill for lunch yesterday. I had Banana Curry Chicken, it was yummy!
I'd just like to mention that he is the best.
I'm REALLY missing my little boo. I haven't seen Brenden in a few weeks, and before that was another few weeks.
I'm actually getting depressed a little. He calls me crying, asking me to pick him up. It makes me cry.
I wish I could keep him. I wish he was mine. I'd drop everything in my life for him, I'd do anything for him.
Cutest 4 year old ever, and I'm gonna see him tonight. Hopefully.
Im going to get crunk and get hyphy and go dumb this weekend. Anyone wanna come?
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I laughed at my drunken livejournal post. haha ah well.
I had an okay weekend.
My mom came home from Nova Scotia, so I spent time with her.
I went to Ashley's on Friday, we picked up Jonathan and Mike Ball met us at Joey's.
We had dinner, and I drank expensive wine.
Headed to the Rum Jungle, it was my first time going there. It was awesome. I had alot of fun.
Drama happend on the way home. It sucked.
So my plan wasn't to just chill Saturday. But my mom brought me to a firefighters social.
Had dinner there, then I left early and picked up Jonathan and we drove around, and then headed to
Kayla's. We planned to have a big sleepover, but instead we got beer and went to a park until 7am.
Then we went back and fell asleep, until Darren picked me up. He came over and we napped all day.
Thats basically all I did. It was Okay, hanging out with friends is fun.
I think I'm gonna have a really boring week. I'm so broke right now, and nothing to do.
I'm going to Snakes on planes & sushi with jonathan this week. I'm so scared to see that movie! Ahhhhh!
I don't know what to expect from it. Thats all my planes, someone should come visit me. I want Darren to come over right now.
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